Sunday, October 13, 2013

Something I wrote:

I wrote these when I found out I had a miscarriage. I was devastated when this happened that I didn't know what to do. So I started writing things down.

This one was wrote on 4-16-13
We were so excited when we found out I was pregnant. I went to the doctor and I told your dad. He didn't know what to say. I was in shock that I was pregnant. We told family and friends. We never found out if you were a boy or girl. We had names picked out for both. I remember picking out names on the computer with your dad. We were going to find out if you were a boy or girl. I carried you for 10 short weeks touching my belly in hopes to feel you kick. You had a big sister that loves you also. I don't know why God took you from us. We will always know your due date. You were supposed to be due on November 13, 2013. So that we will always remember.
Love Mom

One week ago
It was yesterday 4-23-13 that we found out we would never meet you. God has a plan for us. I pray everyday now for you. Even thou I will never know why God took you from us. We will one day meet you. Your big sister knew that I was pregnant and was very excited. We will also tell your little brother or sister that we lost a child before you were born. We miss you so much even though I only carried you for 10 short weeks.
Love Mom.

4-24-13
Today has been hard for me I cried a little today. I will never forget you ever. I started to love you even though it was only 10 weeks it felt like forever. I grew to love you from the day I found out I was pregnant. I will always remember you.
Love Mom



There is more to come but I thought this would be a good start.

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